http://www.dianagabaldon.com/2014/03/26-years-ago-today/
I get the occasional question as to how I came to write OUTLANDER,
and given that today is the 26th anniversary of my doing so, thought I’d
maybe post this explanatory message—which I wrote a few years ago in
thanks to the Compuserve folk who Witnessed the Creation , now updated.
Dear All–
On March 6, 1988, I started writing a novel. I wasn’t going to tell
anyone what I was doing, let alone ever try to publish it. I just wanted
to learn how to write a novel, and had concluded—having written All
Kinds of nonfiction at that point—that the only way to do that was
actually to write one. (I was not, btw, wrong in this assumption.)
Now, as a (rather convoluted) side-effect of my day-job, I’d become
an “expert” in scientific computation (really easy to be an expert, if
there are only six people in the world who do what you do, and that was
my position, back in the early ’80′s), and as an even weirder
side-effect of that, I became a member of the Compuserve Books and
Writers Community (then called the Literary Forum), somewhere in late
1986.
Well, when I decided to learn to write a novel by writing one, I also decided a few other things:
1) I wouldn’t tell anyone what I was doing. Aside from the feeling of
sheer effrontery involved in doing so, I didn’t want a lot of people
telling me their opinions of what I should be doing, before I’d had a
chance to figure things out for myself (as I said, I’d written a lot of
non-fiction to this point, and nobody told me how). Also didn’t want a
lot of busybodies (in my personal life) putting in their two cents,
asking when I’d be done, and when it would be published, etc.—since I
had no idea whether I could even finish a book.
2) I would finish the book. No matter how bad I thought it was, I
wouldn’t just stop and abandon the effort. I needed to know what it
took, in terms of daily discipline, mental commitment, etc. to write
something like a novel. (I had written long things before—a 400-page
doctoral dissertation entitled “Nest Site Selection in the Pinyon Jay,
Gymnorhinus cyanocephalus,” (or, as my husband says, “Why birds build
nests where they do, and who cares anyway?”), an 800-page monograph on
“The Dietary Habits of the Birds of the Colorado River Valley,” etc.—but
I’d never written fiction, other than lame short stories for English
classes.) And
3) I’d do the absolute best that I could with the writing, every day.
Even though this was a practice book that I’d never show anybody, it
didn’t matter. If I wasn’t trying my best, how would I ever know if I
was any good, and more importantly, how would I get better?
(In this regard, I had some evidence to go on. I’ve read all my
life—hugely—and noticed that in most cases, while I’d enjoy all of an
author’s books, including the first one, the books got noticeably better
as the writer kept on writing. So, I concluded, with perfect logic,
writing was like ballet dancing or piano-playing; if you practiced, you
got better at it. I was not wrong in this conclusion, either.)
So, anyway, the book I wrote for practice was OUTLANDER, and here we are, 26 years and (almost) 14 books later. I just wanted to acknowledge the role of the Forum and my friends there, in that process.
How did that work, since I’d decided not to tell anybody what I was
doing? Well, I stuck to that decision (I didn’t even tell my husband),
but about six months into the writing, I was logging on intermittently
late at night, picking up messages and posting replies—and found that I
was having a argument with a gentleman (named Bill Garland, RIP) about
what it feels like to be pregnant.
“Oh, I know what that feels like,” Bill assured me. “My wife’s had
three children!” [pause here to allow the ladies to roll on the floor
for a moment]
“Yeah, right,” I said. “_I’ve_ had three children, buster.”
So he asked me to describe what that was like.
Rather than try to cram such a description into a thirty-line message
slot (all we had back in the old 300-baud dial-up days), I said, “Tell
you what—I have this…piece…in which a young woman tells her brother what
it’s like to be pregnant. I’ll put it in the data library for you.”
So—with trembling hands and pounding heart—I posted a small chunk
(three or four pages, as I recall) of the book I was calling CROSS
STITCH. And people liked it. They commented on it. They wanted to see
more!
Aside from a few private moments associated with my husband and the
birth of my children, this was the most ecstatic experience I’d ever
had. And so, still trembling every time I posted something, I—very
slowly—began to put up more.
Now, I don’t write with an outline, and I don’t write in a straight
line, so my chunks weren’t chapters, weren’t contiguous, and generally
weren’t connected to anything else.
But they did have the same
characters –and people liked those characters.
There were (and are) a lot of very kind and encouraging people who
inhabited the Forum—some of them still there: Alex, Janet, Margaret,
Marte… and many who aren’t, like Karen Pershing and John Kruszka (RIP),
Mac Beckett, Michael Lee West–and Jerry O’Neill, whom I count as my
First Fan and head cheerleader; always there to read what I posted and
say the most wonderful things about it, one of the kindest people I’ve
ever known.
So, over the course of the next year or so, these people kept egging me on.
Asking questions, making comments*, urging me—eventually—to try to
publish This Thing (it started out as a perfectly straight-forward
historical novel, but then Things Happened, and what with the
time-travel and the Loch Ness monster and all, I had no idea what it
was).
*(Just to clarify—these were not critiques, just interested comments.
I’ve never had a critique group nor ever would; nothing against them at
all—I just don’t work that way. But regardless, I’d never put up
_anything_ for public viewing that I didn’t think was completely ready
for human consumption.)
Some of these people were published authors themselves and very
kindly shared their own stories, and advice regarding literary agents
and the publishing process (thank you, Mike Resnick, and Judy
McNaught!), and in the fullness of time, John Stith very kindly
introduced me to his own agent—who took me on, on the basis of an
unfinished first novel.
And…I finished it, to the supportive cheers of
the Forum. A couple of weeks later, my agent sold it, as part of a
three-book contract, to Delacorte, and bing!—I was a novelist.
Not saying I’d never have written a book without y’all—but man, you guys _helped_.
Thank you!
–Diana
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I avoided this book until its siren’s call said, Really, just read a
few pages, then buy me and read me in full. Did, and have been in love
ever since.
There’s more to how she did it. Search online about Jamie Fraser and his inspiration and connection to Doctor Who.
_NS
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